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Still feeling ow but not so bad now. Ugh. I just have to tell you about this freaky ass dream I had whilst napping.

Also: No I did not nap from the last post till now. I just woke up from my fifth nap today or something. many short naps.

Anyway, back to freaky ass dream: I was alone in my room and it was dark outside, I always close my curtains before I sleep at night because I'm paranoid, but the curtains were gone.

In front of my window I usually have two noisy birds, but now I realize the only things in my room are my bed and me. So I'm freaking out and suddenly the door opens and its HIM. My imaginary friend.

He was taller than I remembered, but at this point I was suddenly 6 years old again because y'know, it's a dream and dreams do that. All I really see are his long arms and long fingers and his legs.

I think he asked me to dance or something, but I don't really remember. I also keep drawing blanks when I try to think of his face. Well, whatever. So we start dancing, a waltz or something, I don't really know I've never really danced before. Then my mom walks in and smiles and says 'he's back' then he gets up and reaches for her and I just KNOW he's going to rip her open. His long arms kinda split opne and were all tentacle-ey.

I just screamed, and I guess I was really screaming out loud because a couple seconds later I woke up to scratches on my arms. Apparently the kittens my cat recently had were sleeping by my arms and freaked out when I started screaming.

I don't know, it was pretty freaky. I had to write it down now before I forgot it. Actually, looking up I've already forgotten most of it and the details seem new to me =P Dreams are weird. I think the freaky 'tearing my mother apart' part was because of the plague doctors...god they scare me so much. Why did I try to get over my fears yesterday? It just brought me nightmares mixed with my good ol' suited imaginary friend.

Poem:
When consciousness fades and you fall asleep
the brain does play, the mind falls deep
and as you lay in deep deep sleep
to the clouds you can leap
or stab a knife and watch blood seep
watch and know you will not weep
for the life you just did reap
and see as your body does creep
and you stalk without a peep
for you know that talk is cheap
when you have a life to reap
and only a faint and distant beep
will bring you out of a deep dark sleep
and you can forget the lives you did reap

ooooh how fun! What is with all this creepy poetry, does my subconscious think that making it creepy makes it good? because it doesn't, obviously >.>

Today's color:
WHITE 8D Invisibility bitches XD

Nothing Much

Boring day, boring post, right? Well whatever. My mom is coming home from her trip today so I can see her, it's also her birthday today and SHE WON'T ANSWER HER PHONE so I can't call her and she'll think I hate her. Not my fault.

Another good thing is that I can ask her about my imaginary friend, I mentioned him yesterday and it's weird but I totally forgot about him until now =C Of course my dad didn't remember me talking about him or anything AT ALL so bleh. He's my dad, but he can't be expected to remember details like that, so I'll have to ask my mom.

I don't know why, I'm just so curious about him =P

Well, yeah that's about it for now. Short post, nothing interesting happene.

He stood out on the window sill
Will he whisper to the wind?
Be as free flying as a feather? But...
Back to earth a feather falls

And when he falls it hurts him
He can't seem to stand back up
Will his broken spine be mended?
Not in this life, not today

Be as free as a kite now!
As you wheel around the city
I really tried to help you
Remember, I pushed you from the window!

OOOOh, morbid, huh? I actually kind of like this one. Though it certainly unsettles me. I think most of the one's I like unsettle me =|

Today's Color:
Violet