Bleh.

I'm really hating these nightmares. I mean all I really remember is that white face. It's so....creepy. And to top it off, I apparently forgot to close my curtains last night (which is weird because I'm so over-dramatically paranoid about them, especially now)and I had to get up and close them in the middle of the night. I swear I saw something moving behind the trees in the field across the street, but it was just an animal.....right? ;_; Nightmares suck.

I think I'll be changing my picture son, that (X) thing is starting to unsettle me. How did it get there anyway? New picture tomorrow maybe =/

In other news, the lip singing contest refuses to upload on youtube for whatever reason for my friend, so it looks like I'll be doing that. Extreme annoyance there but whatever.

Poem:

when darkness does fall
and I Have closed my eyes
what I've Seen are all just lies
I can hear Him call

In the darkest time
The lies from winds so wild
As they twist through Trees like a child
their whispers are a crime

so as I lie
with wind whipping outside
and window open wide
"Help Me" I quietly cry

Meh, not really liking this one. =P Not my best for sure, but whatever, I've been exhausting my poor creative juices with all this poetry. You'll just have to deal with bad poems sometimes.


Today's color:
Gray 0

Geez.

Nightmares suck. Two in a row? Really? I may as well just toss the dream catcher out, and the thing has been working so well for years. -_-

Really, I don't remember much, just waking up with my curtains open and seeing this really pale face looking at me, don't really remember what the face looked like, if anything. Gaddamn nightmares -grumble grumble grumble-

At least I didn't scream and get my arms scratched to pieces by the evil incarnate.


Evil Incarnate here =3

Or, then again, I have no idea which of the 6 it was, the next likely candidate is, of course the floofiest one.



Nearly as evil as the evil incarnate =3

Posting early because, well honestly it's Sunday and the dream is going to be the only interesting part of my day and I'll probably forget it later. I will be posting the lip-singing video later, despite my embarrassment, but it isn't uploaded to youtube yet, and knowing my friends it won't be uploaded until midnight or something >.> Or she'll send it to me and tell ME to upload it because 'she doesn't know how/doesn't feel like it being on her account'

Honestly annoying in my opinion.

Poem:

A scratching noise from the closet door
a bump sounding from under my bed
In my mind creatures of lore
I say to my ears it's all in my head

The sound of breathing not my own
and claws rapping on the ground
I roll over with a groan
To deny the horrible sound

But I sit up with a start
as I stare at the face
and the pounding of my heart
I've already given up the chase

The teeth, the eyes, the claws, it's horrible breath!
I know what I'm seeing is surely my death!

Well, that's that I suppose. Nothing more, nothing less. Look forward to me embarrassing myself later today >.>

Today's color:
Medium Purple

Nothing Much

Boring day, boring post, right? Well whatever. My mom is coming home from her trip today so I can see her, it's also her birthday today and SHE WON'T ANSWER HER PHONE so I can't call her and she'll think I hate her. Not my fault.

Another good thing is that I can ask her about my imaginary friend, I mentioned him yesterday and it's weird but I totally forgot about him until now =C Of course my dad didn't remember me talking about him or anything AT ALL so bleh. He's my dad, but he can't be expected to remember details like that, so I'll have to ask my mom.

I don't know why, I'm just so curious about him =P

Well, yeah that's about it for now. Short post, nothing interesting happene.

He stood out on the window sill
Will he whisper to the wind?
Be as free flying as a feather? But...
Back to earth a feather falls

And when he falls it hurts him
He can't seem to stand back up
Will his broken spine be mended?
Not in this life, not today

Be as free as a kite now!
As you wheel around the city
I really tried to help you
Remember, I pushed you from the window!

OOOOh, morbid, huh? I actually kind of like this one. Though it certainly unsettles me. I think most of the one's I like unsettle me =|

Today's Color:
Violet