Thursday, May 27, 2010

arms

I see him. In the corner. I think I've known all along he was there. I'll just change it again soon in the hopes that he goes away. Please let him leave.

I stayed home today. My arms, well I can't say a cat did it this time.




I took a nap and had a dream, though I'm beginning to wonder if they are really dreams.

I don't know if you can see them well. They are scratches. They didn't break the skin, but raised up and were very, very red. They still hurt.

I need to know more, it's scaring me. Do you believe watching those videos will help? Will researching this help? I need help, and you guys seem to know how to help. Why didn't I listen, gods why didn't I listen? Gods I hope I'm not insane.

I'm going to try some poetry. I don't know if It'll work, I don't know if there will be a message. I don't plan to check. I do not feel well.

Search The Trees
Search The Sky
Oblivious or obvious?
A simple little trick?
Do they truly mean anything?
Would you like a hint?
HA HA

Done. I don't know if this will help, it's my hope they will. Should I continue with these poems? I just don't know.

I'm lost.

12 comments:

  1. No, don't watch Marble Hornets. Listen, this is just a thing. I don't know what to say about the scratches, but you're probably just seeing things. You probably just need some help.

    It's nothing to ashamed of, or anything. We all go a bit crazy at times. But go see a psychiatrist or something. Watching Marble Hornets will only hurt.

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  2. I just, don't feel I can approach my parents with any of this. They would just moan about money. I don't think they'd believe me. If... if it gets worse I'll talk to them.

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  3. Then try to get a friend to help you out. Not just anyone though, a really, really close one. They might not believe you at first, but if they are your friend, they will try to help.

    Unless you don't want to chance risking it for others I guess.

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  4. The writing in the background of your new picture. Is that German?

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  6. (Sorry, forgot something in my first comment)

    Yeah, the writing is german. Strange enough.
    Prism, did you put that into the picture on purpose? It's no good sign, if there are things happening, which you can't remember...

    I'm german, so I'll try and translate the writing for all of you:

    Next to the rainbow, it says:

    He is here, he
    sees me
    sees
    are in danger
    ran away and
    never returned

    The words in the trees say:

    Please not this one. (difficult to translate if there are any more people able to translate, try to help me)
    Help me. I'm afraid.

    It kinda makes me feel strange, that there are german words included. Is one of the other readers german, too?

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  7. I disagree with everyone here saying you shouldn't watch Marble Hornets. Watching Marble Hornets, as well as any other blogs by the people experiencing the same thing you are, will help you learn what you're up against.

    Or, you could listen to the people above me and die.

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  8. I think you should read through "Just Another Fool" as well as watch Marble Hornets. This thing isn't something you should ignore.

    Again, I think you should keep writing and posting your poems. You don't have to look through them for messages, that's what we're for.

    Remember, you're not alone, I'll be praying for you.

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  9. I actually have to agree with the people who say NOT to watch Marble Hornets/read the Slender blogs. If the myth, by some leap of logic, is true, the more you know and think about Slender Man, the deeper he gets into you.

    So, if all of this is true, I think what you should is try and put it out of your mind. I wish you all the best in whatever you choose, though :/

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  10. Prehaps she needs to know, a problem will not go if you ignore it, it only gets worse and what knowledge she already has is making a corporeal effect on her life

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